Almost Kissed
2004-08-18 @ 8:53 p.m.
Wow. I've done a lot lately. There is a lot to tell. Last Wednesday was Jessica's birthday. She had a couple friends over and we all went swimming. The Stevens and Andy were there. Jenna went off the high dive for the first time. That was cool. The Stevens came over for dinner, and we hung out for awhile. Then they left and I went over to Paige's where Chad and Tyler and Ally were. Now, that was fun. I got to Paige's around 10:00 and we jumped on the trampoline awhile. We also played Psychiatrist and Truth. We were all lying down on the trampoline and stargazing when we decided to play Truth, and we were too tired for Truth or Dare. So we're playing Truth, which is a pretty dumb game, because it's not like we have a whole lot of secrets, and if you liked someone there (if you're playing with guys and girls) you're not gonna blurt it out. Anyways...where was I going with this? Oh yah, one of the questions I was asked was "How much have you ever done with a guy," which of course I responded, "Nothing." But the way I said it made it sound like I really want to at least be kissed or something. Sometimes I really want to, but sometimes I don't. Anyways, at 3:00 am we finally went to bed, and I went inside to go to the bathroom and Chad and Tyler went too. Then Tyler left, and I started talking to Chad. It was so warm in there, that we talked for a little while, procrastinating going outside. Then I started feeling the Holy Spirit convicting me that I needed to go back to my bed, cuz that wasn't a very smart situation. When I finally got up to go back outside, Chad said to me, "Ya know, this is a pretty good opportunity we have, if you just wanna know what it's like." But, I said, "Um...that would be kind of weird." And I didn't. It would have been really weird kissing Chad. He's just a friend, at least, that's the way I see him. I don't regret not kissing him though, cuz, that would have been just too weird, and then I proably would have had this whole big conscience thing going on.
Rafting was totally awesome. Chad, Paige, Ally, Sam, Pastor Randy and Sheila were in my boat. We had wicked water fights. We were jumping into the other rafts and it was totally awesome! I wrestled with this one kid, trying to get him out of our boat, forever.