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2005-01-09 @ 10:03 p.m.
I know, I never write in this thing anymore. *sigh*
I miss Rozie. I like never see her anymore. At yg we barely even talk. Last week I kept wanting to talk to her, but Evan was there and she was talking to him. Then we got into this whole group conversation, which was really cool, but I didn't get a chance to talk to Rozie one on one.
And it kind of makes me jealous, even though I know I shouldn't be, that Rozie is a lot tighter with everyone at my church than I am. She's friends with all the people that I only see. And she's a lot better friends with Nicolette and stuff. *sigh* I guess I'm not really "loving" her very well, if I'm jealous. Since love is not envious.
Lord, please help me in this. Please help me to be happy for Rozie, instead of selfishly thinking of myself. I'm so self-centered and I love Rozie so much!!! I'm so glad that she has friends who she can talk to and pray with. I'm so glad that she has Nicolette as her friend. :) Thank you for her. Bless her and keep her. Cause your face to shine upon her, Lord. Reveal new and wondrous things to her.
Love,
Mercedes